Almost
every day I worked as
a therapist in Northern California I would, like a horse
going to water, lunch at the same small cafe on the Avenue.
There
is a value to this kind of mindless lunching. The waitress knows you, the chef
knows you, and your lunch is always prepared in the same way, one less choice
in the day to make. The iced tea comes without being asked for. Nothing really
odd ever happened at the cafe until I met Gliddia.
One
afternoon while sitting and having my lunch at Lakeshore Cafe, I paused and
looked up from my paper. There sitting at the end of the lunch counter was a thin
black haired lady about 30. She was dressed in black on black. She caught my
eye and said “Hello.” I nodded and said “Hello,” and went back to reading my
paper. Moments later, the dark eyed stranger is sitting next to me. “Hello, I'm
Gliddia,” she said right through the backside of my newspaper. A little puzzled
I slowly put the paper down. Staring into my eyes are the most intense set of
eyes I have had ever seen. “You, no doubt are a Sag, I can tell,” she said to
me in a husky voice. “Good guess,” I snap back. Now I am a bit ill at ease. Who
is this person? I have a little internal laugh, a moment's fantasy that she's
an out-of-work astrologer escapee from Berkeley. Her stare is intense and not
at all comforting. Gliddia is sitting there looking at me. “I knew you before,”
she says fondling her crystal necklace. “I don't think we have ever met,”
I say. “Another time, Oh yes,
I remember you well now. Your name was Tim,” she said slowly. This gets to me
because my mother who died years before I met Gliddia wanted to name me
Timothy, my dad won out with Don.
Gliddia
continues to talk, or rather what I considered babble. She's telling me she is
an artist, “artist of female sexuality,” she says most sternly. “Female
sexuality?” I respond. “Well, female auto- eroticism to be exact.” I feel that
this very odd individual is pulling me upon the edge of sanity. “I only paint
women masturbating. Taking control of our orgasms,” she continues. Joan the
waitress overhearing every word is giving me the look of death, rolling her
eyes in her head, half smile. “More ice tea honey?” She says with every word
punctuated with sarcasm. “Good meeting you Gliddia, I've got to go,” I said in
a rushed business manner. I get up and leave. Gliddia is left sitting there
looking down at the counter. She is motionless.
I
walked up the hill towards the Howard Institute of Human Sciences, looking forward
to work. I feel as though I am being followed, I turn, there is Gliddia waving
at me. “Stop, Don, stop!” I hear from a block away. “Oh my God now what?” She's
running towards me. “I have a question for you, Please answer, Please help!”
She says puffing her way ever closer. Now face to face, “Do you believe in
Vampires?” She says to me with tears in her eyes. I pause. This is a real
question, and I understand the question. “Yes,” I say softly. Gliddia starts
crying, almost wailing. “You are the first person to understand, the first
person!”
“You
know!” She says through her tears.
“How do you get rid of Vampires, I need to know, I need to know?” She tearfully
pleads. I look into her eyes; a scared child is present, nightmares of people
and pain.
“You
say 'No' and mean it. You just say 'No'
and mean it.” She stops crying.
“All Vampires are invited in. So all you have to do is say 'No' and mean it,” I
repeat. A wave of relief crossed her face. “Thanks for understanding, I'll do
it, I'll do it!” She turned and left walking slowing down the street, she
glanced back at me, and said “thanks!”
Gliddia
became a minor Berkeley artist of some note doing what was called “Political
art.” There was mention in the local avant-garde newspaper about Gliddia's
suicide. "The walls were covered in her blood…she cut her arms and smeared blood…" Gliddia killed all the Vampires except the one that dwelt
within, the
one that took her life.
“Listen
to them, Children of the night.
What
music they make!”
Bela
Lugosi
Dracula
- 1931